SAMANTA

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I lost my virginity to a doll.... Samantha is what I heard them call her...I'm sorry I wasn't drunk or even angry about my lovely one... But this temptation came with deep sensations... I couldn't resist her plus size body with deep brown color....

I'm afraid if my lovely one knows about this she will leave....I don't consider this as cheating....I hope she will understand....But now I think this is quite a wrong turn....

I lost my virginity to a doll.... I know most of you will think I'm quite a pervert and I can't control my senses....You see I fell for the next to real silicon skin and ai brains that were my equal.....The silent jokes and her pathway to aphrodisiac directions.....

I lost my virginity to a doll.... Her soothing sounds like the morning birds....As we moved up and down....I'm hoping to find forgiveness in this society.... Maybe the wrong doings and the unacceptable ways quiver our understanding of taboos...And selfish patterns.....

I lost my virginity to a blue eyed doll....It was an experiment.....

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FILTY LINES

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I'm still having troubles to sleep...Just like the days I was hurt and heartbroken and beyond....I still lack a regular sleeping pattern just like I lacked sleep when I was in love.... I'm still filled with pain and regrets of things I didn't do... Things I didn't say or people I choose not to meet.....

I still toss in bed till 4am and beyond....Just like the way I toss in bed at 9pm....I still write poems to those that I loved, they that I love..And them that I'm yet to... Infact nowadays I'm so into my future that I have forgotten how my present feels like....

I still practice my flirty lines Infront of the mirror before I say them...I still write the probability diagram before I go meet her...Just Incase her speaking is not scripted....I still love dolls and tea parties...

I still lack sleep just like how I used to.... Even before I wrote my first letter....I still sleep covering my head...And crossing my hands and legs together...I want to gather courage and tell everyone that I love... I love them... Especially the one that has routinely found her escape in my dreams....

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