PRËSTÖN:
I've been lied to🐰... Feelings played with for too long that I can't for a sentence with the words I love you...I sit obnoxiously next to my window... Keenly but absent mindedly looking at a far... Lord what sin did I commit...Those that I love just find ways to destroy me.... I don't need drugs... Everything I love is destructive to me.....
I miss you....I wish I can have just one more chance to hug you...You see when you left we didn't even have time to argue... Listen I miss all what we did together... This are the words crafted deep from the floors of my soul...this are the words tangled... Closed... Locked deep within the darkest corners of my heart....
I wish I could hate you... I wish I can hate you....I wish I can curse you... I'm a premium expedition of the words heart break... I'm a mess with out you...
I want to tell you...I have found solace in bars and clubs...Short lived happiness in strippers blood and booze....I want to tell you of my nightmares... My new bestie knows you in a thousand different ways... But none of this ways please him... But none of my business... It's not about how many passers-by we please... We didn't even please ourselves....
I see birds flying in twos I hate... I hate the fact they have a concrete happiness from mere flight... Concrete love... Maybe that's why it's said love for the birds...
I'm in a dilemma.... Not knowing if I should take poison or just hung my self.... But any step I take.... know that I can't form a meaningful statement with the words I love you in it...
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