PRESTON:
It was all for show.... I hope you are not the one who sent your best friend...The kisses, hugs, holding hands even the tears..It was all for show... I hated you...
I can't continue living like this... Constantly deceiving myself.... Continuously assuring myself I'm strong... I like your pictures by the way they look adorable... I wish I can touch that skin again....
I wish my lips would land on your lips...Make entangled shapes with our hands... Hug you... Remember when we tried to break the world record of the longest hug??..Count stars together.... Dream about twins...It was all a lie...
I toss in my bed.. infinite turns wiping.. Wailing like a widow... Occasionally looking through my window...I wish the sun rays were arrows and they shoot through my chest....I wish the wind carried some poison... So that I could bypass all this pain in my chest area....
I hear...You are now "happy" with another..But why did you leave the one you left me for???...I hear you too drink... You've finally found a home in drinking dens..... You are lucky... Lucky in all aspects love.. you still have specs in your chest area....
I see little pretty girls... Joking and playing on my sight.. I get nauseated....I hate the sight of beauty.. I hate the sight of girls.... Don't hate me when I say... It was all a side show....
Tell your best friend I'm not interested...It was all a side show.... Dead end
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