MY EX's RELATIONSHIP

😱I'm jealous of my ex's relationship... I'm jealous of how she looks so contented with her man.. actually I saw her family picture..She is now in a marriage for three years now... I've developed the demon in me that likes to stare at her pictures.... with that in mind I think I'm the one with problems....

Last week I saw the pictures of her wedding.... Those reminded me of her words... You are OK... I'm the one with the problem....I saw her baby bump... She is a few months pregnant... I'm jealous with how she posts her perceived child's name...even with the baby bump she still looks beautiful...I'm really jealous sometimes angry... That pet name she uses... She was supposed to call me that... And me alone...

But this days she uses it to her man and her unborn... Im jealous of my ex's relationship... Last night she posted the picture of her man in millan.. that doesn't mean I don't go to millan... Infact we were in the same hotel....But the two love birds were all over each other on the dinner table... The same way she held my arms three years ago us the same way  she held his...

I'm really jealous... I want to call her and say sorry... I'd love if we are friends...But sometimes the ghost of our past comes parading themselves eagerly waiting to haunt....

I'm jealous of my ex's relationship.... She seems more happy than all the years we spent together....

©Hurt_Surgeon🐾



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