IT IS A DREAM.

BY PRESTON ANDIE

It is a dream... It must be a dream.... I am dreaming... Save me the sorrow ... Tell me that I am dreaming.... I have stayed long enough in this earth to differentiate between dreams and reality.... This one here issa dream... I swear it is....

It happened so quickly that I too was scared... His touch became so powerful that I too freaked out.... It was so purposely prepared... I think they had a manuscript for this event... it's shocking... Full of sorrow and trauma... I am shaking....

Tell me.... I will stop clatching my fist on your coat... I will not threatening to slap but I will punch... Tell me this results are fake... They must be fake... No they are fake....I cannot be... I am not... But how could people just hurt an innocent soul... Just for minutes of pleasure?....

I lay here in this bed reminiscing on the events of one night....One night that I was sober...One night that I decided to battle my sorrow...My worries... Father always helped me with everything... Father always stepped into my matters like Superman.....But this day no this night was different....This night was filled with awkwardness...

He came into my room with a bottle of booze... Smiling... He came into my house with food and two three more others.... Smiling... He didn't call me daughter... Infact he didn't say hello... He looked at me sat down smiling....

No no... This event look real.... Tell me they occured in my dreams.... He held my waist... Look deep inside my soul.... Thoughts reaping.... Life flashing... He is... He was supposed to be my father....He uttered...He muttered... Your eyes are burning and right now I want you....

I really wished I had legs to kick his mid area.... I wish I could talk... I could have screamed my voice my lungs dry....I wish... I was well built.... I could have knocked down...Maybe three or four out of five......But they didn't even put up a fight....

I saw him... I saw his face change... I saw him... Upwards and outwards...  I saw him going downwards and outwards... I felt him... Ifelt friction  burning my sole innocence....They did it continuously... Till I lost consciousness... I here they did it till lights burst out from the horizon.....

I woke up in a hospital bed... Bleeding.... But this isn't menses... The results... I have been infected and affected by trauma....

See I told you I was dreaming.... Father couldn't do this to me... I know him....Tell me it's a dream....And I will go home...

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