IF ONLY. 😒

By Preston Andie 

If only you answered one more text message.... Or just pick one more call.. things would be different.... Things wouldn't have turned to what they are today.... If only you would listen to me.... Just listening to me.... I never wanted spider jumps and "crocodile-mouth"agap legs when I came..

I wanted a simple hug... I wanted to get home and feel at home... If only you stopped talking to him.... If only you stopped smiling and telling him about our problem.... Babe... If only you did one more little effort... This would be tears of joy...You loved what you love I didn't ask....

I love poetry that's my love and please don't ask....Who?? Yes that beautiful face you saw me with is about to become what you are not....If only you said..One more goodnight...And save the last piece for me... If only the internet was not an arena of your nude photography.... If only the street wasn't where money trees grew...Then babe.. this tears.....

If only  you saw..The pain behind my smile.... The tears behind my sad song thats my heart beat...If only you saw the darkness inside my soul.... The cracks and crevices within the surface of my heart....If only you said I more little thing.....

I haven't deleted your pictures yet.... I will not... I haven't deleted the messages you sent.... The songs? They are still in my phone.... But babe....All these... All these babe.... I find comfort in sad songs... I find home in tears and pleasure in darkness....

A friend asked if you come back.... Will I call you babe....I smiled and said I don't answer stupid questions.....If you read this I'll be in the middle of tornado catrina

 (Le hurt_surgeon) 2017™

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